Monday, July 07, 2008

I've moved.

HERE

Thanks for all the memories eggyblog.
I've moved to the dark/cool side :)

FRIENDS! ADD ME OKAY :D
& PRECIOUS LOVELIES, PLEASE CREATE A LJ ACC TO ADD ME SO YOU CAN READ MY FRIENDS ONLY ENTRIES :)


joan walked on the sunny side.
10:33 PM.


Tuesday, June 24, 2008

i feel broke.
spending 300bucks in two days is not good.










work is good.
cinth & bfff are ultimate fun people to work with :)

probably will blog photos when im not lazy.
which.. probably will not happen.


joan walked on the sunny side.
10:06 PM.


Friday, June 13, 2008

Dear friend,

If only you were still around.

I'm still wishing for someone to tell me it's an unfunny joke. I'll scold them, whack them and then laugh my heart out because I'm so relieved it's a joke. The night when I heard the news, I woke up the next morning hoping it's just a bad dream. But it wasn't. The news showed your face, your botak innocent boyish smile.. Even your friendster profile.. Everytime the news came out, I'll rush to the TV to watch, thinking that something might change - you might come back. But I know I'm just living in self denial. I miss you.

Although we were never very very close, you always doted on me like a big brother. You once said I was one of your favourite subcomms, and I'm just really proud of that. We all are. But now, I wish I told you that you were one of my favourite maincomms too.

The last two times I saw you - Tian's wedding and Alan's 21st. At Tian's wedding, you were up to your usual nonsense that made me smile. What a retarded photo you took with Weiwei & I.

Alan's 21st.

I still remember challenging you the Crazy Taxi. In the end, you never won me. We both sucked and had only 3 customers. Now, I'll never have the chance to hear you say, "Eh, let me play leh... Please.. After Angel okay???" It's still ringing so soundly in my head..

And of course, you just had to do something retarded like sleeping with your mouth open at the celebration.

I miss you Clifton Lam.

We were all supposed to meet next week for Kovan Melody.. and you pangseh us again. It's just not the same without you. You have filled my life with a lot of joy and laughter, gave me confidence and you had faith in my skills when I was in Year 1. Thanks for the many opportunities and I'm sorry I never ran for maincomm even though you keep telling me to.

It's just so sad I never said a proper goodbye. I've been crying a lot these days and the strange thing was yesterday when I was crying so hard, I suddenly heard your voice telling me you don't want to see me sad.

And I instantly stopped.

You still live inside my heart, my friend. In all our hearts.

You'll be sorely missed.

Really.


joan walked on the sunny side.
10:13 AM.


Thursday, May 29, 2008

HAHAHAHA YES I KNOW TPSU D&D WAS LIKE AGES AGES AGOOOOOOO.

But here were the pictures. In the weirdest and messedup order ever :)

Hey, I don't do this often okay!



Me love Hunns. And miss her plenty. Wish we could laugh like mad horses & donkeys again. MISS YOU BABE.
Pretty darling Amanda. Look like designer hor.
Hello girlfriend :D This girlfriend is my favourite company especially when the boys go on and on about their stupidarmyshit. *rolls eyes*
PORKCHOP! :D With his blingbling belt :)
MISS CAIYUTING WHO I MISS COS I NEVER SEE HER LIKE DAMN LONG ALREADY :)

JOHNNNY!!! :D YES I MISS YOU TOOOOOOOOOOOO. AND BENCHOW, I KNOW WE DONT HAVE A PICTURE WITH EACH OTHER.

HAPPYPILL! :) I really miss this boy, hope he's doing fine. Omg, I'm losing contact with the world man.
SHEPPPY! Who was a clown on stage. Oops, pun intended.
As you can see, Issac was protecting me from being fat on camera. HEHEHEHEHEH. Kimbo is.. just an extra!!! :D
BANANA! :)
LINGLINGWEIWEI. So hot & pretty like since forever.


JACQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQQ. I miss suaning this girl. Sigh. I'm getting all those nostalgic thoughts :(
DIONNE :)
HUNNS AGAIN LOOKING DAMN CUTE WITH HER SPECS LARRRRR.
KIMBO! :) Fashionable hor, idiot. So pretty for what. HAHAHAHAHA.
TATTTTYIIIIII. Who like his brother, can't smile for nuts. But I think Tatyi smiles better HAHAHAHAHAHA. Ooops, sorry!



PRETTY ASHELYYYY :)
BENCHENGGGGGGGG. Omg I miss clowning with this guy :(
ADORABLEEEEEE VAL :)
NONSENSE SELENEEEEEEE. Omg, I miss all the times man.
JOYCEEEEE ;)
GIRLFRIENDDDD JESSYBESSY!!! Yikes, can recall that day panicking over scotchtape AND OUR STUPID VIDEO ON YOUTUBE HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. misss youuuuuuuuu.
CALEBBB!!! Which reminds me I didn't take picture with tom :(
MANDAPANDA AGAIN.
miss cai who i love so so much :)
GLENNOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! You're still saved as G! :) in my phone!
SARAHRAHRAH :)
EDWINNN :)

Lastly, bestfriends.
OMG, don't you think I have such good looking friends? :) Hehehehe. I miss SU. Sigh. I miss the world.









joan walked on the sunny side.
10:10 PM.


Sunday, May 25, 2008


I think most of you will exclaim in shock that I've finally blogged! Yes, but sorry to pop your bubble but it's just going to be a short one.

I've looked through Friendster and mostly went to see H9's profiles. Sigh, yesterday at Wong's celebration - was something I missed so much. The shopping with Sio, Ngiam, Fiq & Vonn was truly fun, bimbotic and missed. :)

The photo taking and mad laughters and everyone snatching for their left profile - yea, I missed that a lot too. Even though it wasn't the full h9&co, I was happy enough to see that most of us were there :) I love you all very much.

Can't wait to finally catch a movie together as H9. BEEN AGES SINCE WE'VE DONE THAT OMG OMG. Ice Age! :D Hahahaha, sigh, I miss them all.

Okay, that's about it. I miss my two longjohnlongtalkslonglaughterslongemoing buddies. I hope I'll see them soon :D

Oh yes. And I love my boy :) Still happily in love, just in case anyone wants to know :)


joan walked on the sunny side.
5:36 PM.


Tuesday, March 18, 2008

FIRST DAY OF WORK WENT WELL (:

That's for all those who wanted to ask me how SIP went :D

Everyone was superbly nice. The first day of work was so slack - just touring around, meeting people & having a lunch treat by our supervisors :) Hee.

Big thanks to Jacinth & Cheryl - I'm glad I'm working with you two. Non stop gossiping, bitching & nonsense talking :D YAY to Charlie's Angels hahahahahahahah.

Off day today, can you believe it? :) Heh, we're entitled to choose one weekend and one weekday off!

Can't imagine I'll say this but... can't wait to start work tomorrow :)

xoxo (:


joan walked on the sunny side.
4:02 PM.


Thursday, March 13, 2008

Helllllooo.

I haven't been blogging for ages, blah.

Life's been good, the holidays are ending though. Sigh, SIP on Monday! Excitement mixed with a lot of anxiety about how things will turn out (:

Been busy with the shopblogggggggggg because sister is lazyyyy. HAHA.
SHOPBLOG!

(:

Benchow's birthday tomorrow! :) Excited to see everyone :)


joan walked on the sunny side.
6:11 PM.


Wednesday, March 05, 2008

Pretty dead sums up the state of my blog.

SIP officially starts in 12 days. I'm looking forward to it but somehow dreading it as well. Working out in the real world only means dealing with more politics, something I'm not very good in handling. Sigh.

Anyway, for all who didn't know, my paternal grandmother passed away. The wake was very saddening, especially seeing all my aunties & my parents crying. I wasn't that close to her, in fact, I never did have much memories about her. But of course, I cried. Not just shedding crocodile tears like some people did, but honestly, tears of sadness.

It pains me to see my dad break down because to me, my dad has always been an icon of my life. He did so much for my grandmother and I hope everyone appreciates it. Even if they didn't, I know my dad wouldn't mind, as long as he knows he did all he could.

Surprisingly, my sister cried a lot and she was very disturbed by the incident. I guess this incident has somehow matured her in a way, and I'm glad for that. How it matured her I don't know either, but I'm sure it did.

For me, all I know is life is short. When you're still alike and kicking, you bear grudges, you hate people but once you're almost close to death, almost one leg in that coffin - I guess all these don't matter anymore.

It was an experience for me I must say. I haven't been to funerals before and it was my first one. So many customs, so many rules and superstitions to follow, it was mind boggling. Many strange and unexplainable things happened but I guess it's all nature's doing. Funny how they happened.

One person I would have to thank is my boy. Thanks for rushing out of camp just to accompany me, to accompany me by staying up all night even though you're dead tired. I love you and I think my family loves you too :) Thanks for doing all these for me, I appreciate & love you even more :)

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I have photos to post but I'm kinda tired now, so I'll do it a while later.

TOMU/JESSYBESSY, please send me the bbq's pictures soon!

And ah, yes, I should blog about my fabulous VDAY present soon (:


joan walked on the sunny side.
3:08 PM.


Friday, February 15, 2008

Open House 08

Went to send my boy to SGH because of his foot rot. Poor baby. He's pouting because he doesn't wanna go back!
BESTFRIEND JESS! :)
HAHAHAHA OMG THIS IS MY FUNNY FRIEND ADRIAN & HIS DAMN FUNNY FACE.
So cuteeeee, i love this photo!
This balloon heart is from Happypill Farhan! :)


Benchow! I still think I'm cute lo. Idiot.

Thank you loves, for making OpenHouse fun! :)
My favourite confidante. :D
Amanda Panda Wanda!
Jess again! :)
At Serene's party, without Jess ):

The lookalikes. Don't you think they look alike omgs.
Weiwei is a glutton please. He ask me to take all the food for him then he eat everything. "Er joan, that one that one and that one. EH WHY U NEVER TAKE EGG FOR ME. TAKE MORE LEH." Greedy!
Okay la, but I still heart weiwei.
Clifton! :)
My boomo buddy GLENN ! :) Wo xiang ni twoooos!

I think the first picture is damn cute la. Seriously. :)
We were just sitting there & camwhoring. How fun! :)
KAZUMI!!!! I miss this girl so much. And she says everytime she sees me, she thinks of the fun times we had in Garang! Omg, I miss her.
Toptable with Benchow & Jasmine Gan!
omg our damn yummy food that makes me so freaking hungry now :(
She is my bestfriendinclass for two years already and hopefully next year too! :) Hearts.
Yah, Benchow said he was going to put that in his friendster as display pic HAHAHAHAHAHA. He's my bestfriend so okay lo, anything :)
We finally got to use Toptable toilet and we happen to very excited about it!
We were shouting in the lift, "Hurry! Hurry! Before anyone press the lift door then very paiseh! OMG, faster!" HAHAHA.

H9&co outing at Swensens!
Taking photos while waiting terribly long for the queue.
My favourite of all the lot. Bao, sorry! The rest not as nice so I put this one up HAHAHA.
Favourite Wongie! Please pardon fat arms. :D
I love my girls!
This bad boy is so cute. Because when heard that we taking photo, he immediately take his specs and wear. So cute please.
William & Sio :)


Er, my retarded friends. Please pardon them.
FIQ THE BOTAK.
Cross eyed people! I can do it too! HAHA.
Bao bao bao & I :)
I love! :)
CNY FirstDay! :)
He is Ryan and he's so adorable! I love cuddling him & seeing him laugh! So innocently adorable :)
Hello sister, I love your company & I love camwhoring with you!
We were totally in love with the house and we decided to just keep taking photos! So pretty please the whole house.
And Ryan is damn cute! He kept introducing all the "fans" in all the room. He goes, "This room.. got fan. This room.. that's the fan.." Wa, cute.


Yes, I'm still a little kid. I love Ryan's playroom, I wish I had one like that! SO MANY TOYS YOU KNOW!
hEHE, SNAKES MUST TAKE WITH SNAKES! :)
Everyone loves Ryan! See how he poses with the TWIST. SO ADORABLE I CANNOT TAKE IT.
His little bear that I'll mischieviously hide it and he'll keep giggling and asking me for it.
Camwhoring with my pretty sister.
SO ADORABLE PLS. You know what he was doing? Because he asked me where I got my earrings, he says "Your earrings so pretty. Where you buy?" Then I asked if he want earrings but he say, "I'm not a girl." THEN. He makes his own earring using his bearbear & my sister's bag. hahahahahaha.
Attacking his bear. So cute!
He's a really rich little kid. Look at the amount of trains he have! Omg. I was amazed. But he's really smart, he connected all that by himself!
Just taking a picture for fun.
See! He's so happy with his tunnels. :) I was reluctant to leave his house. Before leaving, he gave me an innocent hug! Melts, so cute!
2nd day CNY at home :)



he's the cutest please! :)
Out with the boy's friends - who are now my friends! :D
Cal driving without hands on the steering wheels. Tian was freaking out HAHAHA.
Best mates yo!
Justin.. Because the next few ppictures dont have you, I shall blog this picture of you HAHAHA. Even though you KEEP bullying me like mad.
This happens when the camera takes 3 timer shots at one go. HAHAHA UNGLAM!
It really was fun! :) Thanks for the company guys!
3rd day CNY at Alvin's!
Camwhoring because I like my outfit.
Taken by the boy :)
Sillyboy, I love you many!
ultimate favourite girl please!

SEEEEEEEEEEEE, I even name my worms after you all okay! Shows my love!
What a nice shot please! (: I took it please, hehe.
Alanoooooooo.
Terence! Blackie! Which reminds me, that day when I surfed Emily's profile, I saw a familar face. Then I realise I forgot her brother is Terence HAHAHA.
(:

This boy. Is. A. Camwhore.
I wear aviators, so I'm really cool.

The really really cute siblings duo - Angel & Amos. I swear they look like couple okay! & thanks for the company, it was really fun hanging out with you all. Amos, stop calling me Aunty.
With that, I end my extremely long post. It'll be quite long before I start blogging photos again. Happy scrolling! :)
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To my favourite sillyboy in the whole wide world,
I love you much much.
I love you so much that I would...
1) Give up all the bacon & croutons in my favourite Caesar salad.
2) Run 2.4km for you.
3) Stop swearing whenever bad things crop up.
4) Sit properly and cross my legs and be feminine.
5) Give up my mudslide to see your smile.
6) Stop eating nacho cheese to make you less upset.
7) Lend you my favourite bolster to sleep.
8) Share my comforter with you so that you'll not shiver in the cold :)
9) Let you play computer games.
10) Continue loving you more and more each day.
All that, just to see you happy again. Please don't be emopotato, I love you! :)
Okay readers, please do not say I'm overly mushy! :)



joan walked on the sunny side.
9:07 PM.